No matter what they say, let it go. No matter what they do, let it go, let it go...
FIRST OPTION, THE MOST FREQUENT ONE. THE EASIEST ONE. :
You got to live with your own decisions, your inner demons, your inhibitions. You also got to live with other's people shitty lives, because they influence yours. You let them manipulate you, because you love them, you'd never want to hurt their feelings, so you forget about yourself and you lose control of your own life. You get yourself hurt in so many ways you can't even count them all. You are drowning in your own problems, you have so many of them and you can't think about anything else so you can't find any more solutions to get everything back into track. Letting everyone tell you who they think you are, so at the end you don't even know how you are. Letting the others judge you today for what you did in the past, for the actions you already commited, and the mistakes you've made and that you can't change now. Letting them have the best of you and take all your happiness from you.
OR.
SECOND OPTION, THE ONE ONLY COURAGEOUS PEOPLE GO FOR, CUZ IT'S TOUGHER. :
You can take control of your own life and think about yourself, and what you really want. Stop and stare at your crazy life, and the people that share it with you, look at your entourage, and try to find the real friends that would do anything for you to feel better. That would be ready to drop everything to go anywhere with you, even if it's millions of miles away. Once you have found this special one, make a decision. Will both of you be able to go back to square one, to start all over again just to feel better in your own skins? Would you be ready to erase all you have lived together just to start another story where you will both feel more in control? You can be yourself from now on, decide who is good enough to share your life. No parents to tell you how to act, or how to think. No one to fuck around with you and test your patience. No one to fuck up your heart and mess with your feelings. No one to play you like an object. No one to indulge in your past, and to judge the person you've become today by the way you've acted before. No one to hurt you, only good and healthy things you will choose to get into your life, and you'll put them wherever You want them to Be.
